Love and Loss: Poems for Viktoria Sokoli

by Paul Freeman (September 2021)

Woman With Cat, Pablo Picasso, 1900



I once loved a girl called Viktoria Sokoli
With eyes of the colour of spinach and broccoli.
Her skin was as soft and as smooth as a peach;
Her breasts left me utterly robbed of all speech.

Her thighs were as milky as fine alabaster,
And touching her, oh, how my heart would beat faster!
But nothing could ever compare with the bliss
Of feeling her lips on my own when we kissed.

I once had a girl called Viktoria Sokoli.
Shed lie in my arms and Id cradle her tenderly.
Id find in those moments, unburdened of care,
The beauty and absolute stillness of prayer.

But then shed move closer and whispering gently
Declare that she loved me and kiss me intently.
And in such delights and such pleasures I'd spend
My days with this girl I thought never would end.

I once knew a girl called Viktoria Sokoli
Who used to torment me with jealousy constantly.
She liked to provoke me with lists of her lovers,
Forever recalling the names of her others.

Yet all this I see now was merely a show
That Vicky the strength of my feelings might know.
If only to anger Id not been a slave
Id be with my darling and not in my grave.


Viktoria Sokoli stood at the door
And stared at the puddle of rain on the floor.
She walked to the bedroom and sat there alone
To wait for her lover who'd said he would phone.

She waited and waited; the call never came.
Each day it was always exactly the same.
The desolate stillness turned hours into years
As always shed struggle to hold in the tears.

Her lover had left her one terrible night:
They'd quarrelled and had the most desperate fight.
But then in the morning he'd rung to say sorry;
He'd call her that evening: she wasn't to worry.

But that was the last time that ever they spoke,
Or ever his face she would tenderly stroke.
For then came the silence that never would end,
As never again would she see her best friend.

Viktoria Sokoli sits on the bed,
Alone with her grief and the pain in her head.
Her world is so bare and unbearably sad:
She wonders if this is how people go mad.

Viktoria Sokoli lies down to sleep,
Resisting again the temptation to weep.
Tomorrow perhaps he will call after all.
She closes her eyes and caresses the wall.

Paul Freeman is an art dealer in London.

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2 Sep 2021
Send an emailCarl Nelson
I enjoyed them both very much.

4 Sep 2021
Send an emailNadia goedhuis
Simply beautiful, I wish more poems of such sensitivity would be published in the world of today. Just fabulous!

4 Sep 2021
Send an emailRlza Rosal
Picasso painting couldn’t more suitable for such a romantic poem. Thank you for sharing.

7 Sep 2021
Send an emailMercedes Freedman
Ah! Victoria, Victoria. How easy it is to imagine you! Thank Paul Freeman for that.

8 Sep 2021
Send an emailDr Ronald Zeegen
A charming lovely enigmatic poem which I enjoyed reading enormously. Let’s have more soon please.

13 Sep 2021
Send an emailDavid Freedman
A lovely moving poem with a delightful controlled lilt. As one not much given to enjoying poetry I am surprised at how much it affected me.

23 Sep 2021
Send an emailKeiko Okada
Love in a condensed form with ecstasy and irony. It condescends everyday life. It reminds me of the joy and despair in my young days. I would love to read more of this poet's oeuvres.

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