by Peter Dreyer (November 2023)
La condition humaine, René Magritte, 1935
Ask for this great deliverer now, and find him / Eyeless in Gaza at the Mill with slaves. —John Milton, Sampson Agonistes
The chief product of the biosphere— life’s mighty sea
—is feeling. Manufacturing this GDP
leaves us humans reeling! No quantum computer
will, in an eternity, “learn” to feel, and we
pathetic creatures are faced with a cruel deal:
in our forebrains, sly anticipations lurk,
which great far-sighted Pain will someday put to work.
There are, of course, other monies—butterflies, bees,
birds, flowers, trees, children’s smiles, Mozart’s symphonies,
Cole Porter’s songs … love—but suffering’s the reserve
currency everywhere accepted as deferred
payments’ common scrip; it cannot be rejected.
Hurt though (to get it over with) is consumed too
soon (an old sage avers it feeds the heedless moon);
agony’s always needed and must be deviséd,
our chief human skill is how to realize it!
The trick is pay no heed to what you know you lack,
take one step boldly forward, then—quick! take two back:
in wartime, peace, romance, and sexual congress,
this fatal little foxtrot will, in the wash, depress.
Humans are born, bred up, and skilled in grievous gain,
we charge stuff till it cuts, in slow or express lane.
There’s no denying this, my fond confederate mutts
Why not, then, kick those wretched Others’ sorry butts?
Note: Mr. G—Georges Gurdjieff—is the sage who said that suffering “goes to feed the moon.” See too https://nickoller.com/work/food-for-the-moon.php.
Peter Richard Dreyer is a South African American writer. He is the author of A Beast in View (London: André Deutsch), The Future of Treason (New York: Ballantine), A Gardener Touched with Genius: The Life of Luther Burbank (New York: Coward, McCann & Geoghegan; rev. ed., Berkeley: University of California Press; new, expanded ed., Santa Rosa, CA: Luther Burbank Home & Gardens), Martyrs and Fanatics: South Africa and Human Destiny (New York: Simon & Schuster; London: Secker & Warburg), and most recently the novel Isacq (Charlottesville, VA: Hardware River Press, 2017).
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